My thoughts and behaviors was extreme before I started the treatment. I was full of negative thoughts. 

I had a suicidal ideation but I knew that I had to stay alive for my children. 

I was really confused even after I started the treatment, so I wandered about. 

It has been 2 months since I started the treatment and these days, I am doing therapeutic tasks little by little. 

I am writing this review so that I can read it in case I get confused again. 

1. I feel that i was born again. 

I feel that the puzzle is put together and my thoughts and feelings have become firm and positive. 

2. I feel calm and stabilized for thoughts about sexuality. 

My sexuality seems to have stabilized leading my mind to be stabilized. 

3. I have gained weight and I can deal with my job more confidently. 

I feel that I have more passion like I was in my 20s, which makes me feel a little awkward.
It feels like I am learning how to walk anew, and I like it. 

I promise myself that I will just do the tasks when I collapse again.